CLUTTERINA

Some days are harder than others I guess. Today, unfortunately, is one of those days that make me want to crawl in the corner and cry my eyes out, if nothing else, to connect with myself. I need a reminder that my feelings do matter.

I think I need to rest.

Goodnight. Thanks for listening

So…., I now have an awesome vintage clothing store.

We have been opened for a month but have been tweaking, refining, and getting used to the day-to-day operation. Now we are ready for the big reveal that is the Grand Gee Opening! It is happening this week, and I am super excited. Because of this, I will no longer be talking about all the beautiful things that were piling up all over my home, because they are no longer. I am ecstatic about the store. It is a perfect creative outlet for me (strange to say that as a career photographer, no?) , but more importantly, everything has its place! Beautiful things deserve to be in a beautiful place that belongs totally to them, until someone who absolutely loves them picks them up and takes them home, don’t you think?

All arrows had been pointing towards this direction for a while, but I was too preoccupied by short-term solution to see where the road was leading. Although, I have always been in love with what I do, including my day jobs, opening this store has shown me passion on a-whole-nother level.

So I am now working on that future I was always talking about. The one where I walk around poshly, finally wearing all the beautiful clothes that I love so much

Oh my. If it hasn’t been exactly 4 months. *hangs head in shame*

Huge apology for the rude disappearance. What happened in the aforementioned paradise led me to quickly take steps in the direction of following my current dream as soon as I came back. Since then, there has not been much time to take a full breath or have a full night sleep because LIFE IS SIMPLY TOO EXCITING.

Because of this, I am sad to report that any freshness in appearance I may have acquired from time in paradise has dissipated completely. I am as haggardly as I ever was. But I sure have plenty of new sparkles in my (wrinkly) eyes!

Introducing the nuttiest thing $3.50 can buy: a feathered jumpsuit.

What?! Where do I live, because I want to move there!

Also, how life was possible before the storage unit, I will never know.

Like my DIY racks fashioned out of chains and old canopy poles? Perfection +1. And there is still all this room…

Obviously I’m not a big believer in maximizing space usage at the moment, but we will get to that eventually. Right now it’s just fun to pretend I have a “store” full of stuff in my size where I can go shop. For free!

Another news, I will be disappearing into paradise tomorrow night, where there will be no TV, cellphone, computer, or stress. When I emerge in 3 weeks, you probably won’t recognize me, looking 10 years younger and all ; ) But I will make sure to say hello first.

Some of the things I will be needing comes Fall. Thanks!

This last one will be my interpretation of a photographer’s vest + backpack + purse. NEED.

And if I were to be blessed with only one single item, it would this Oh Em Gee from Rick Owens

ELBOW WINGS, YOU WILL BE MINE. It’s a beautiful jacket with elbow goatee. Bowtee Jacket?

And if I get sprinkled with extra fairy dust, the lower part of my body will be all covered with these here:

Swoon.

Thrifted a pair of PERFECT shoes the other day. Brand new with tag, so cute and comfy. Apparently they are “pale pink” but the ones I got are so pale they look like slightly pearlized flesh color. AWESOME.

Did a little search and found them on sale for 14.99 each! What!?! I was really hoping for a black pair of the same, but no luck. No size. So I’m picking up a different version with peep toe and mini hidden wedge. Yay. After a bit digging, it looks like the company might be out of business. Poo. But according to this link,

“Wonders started out in 1990 by offering a product for working women whose careers were starting to blossom; comfortable shoes with a fresh and appealing design for daily use.”

I will take anything that is indicative of my career blossoming, thank you.

I saw this tree in a parking lot, just standing there like nothing weird is happening.

Favorite season: Mango!

Photoshoot was AWESOME.

Slow start without the usual beloved team, but it turned out really good after all. Always fun to work with new peeps. Photos, and maybe a tiny video, will be up on optarevintage.com when I have time to edit down shots and put stuff up for sale. Probably not until after this work week madness.

Let’s get on to important stuff: my new shoes.

After a bit of road test, I can say that these giant red babies are unbelievably comfortable, despite and especially for their height. It feels like your feet are wrapped in soft luxurious cushiony clouds plus industrial strenght arch support. The style really grew on me too, very vintagey and oh so tall. Only negative is they kept falling off in the back, so I stuck some jelly things in there, and now they stay put and are most perfect. Think these can be my work/run around town daily shoes even with the height. Maybe I won’t have to climb on things so much for higher shots.

Struggling to pull clothes for tomorrow photoshoot. Apparently I am in the hoarding mood and want to keep everything. I mean, will this 2 piece funny suit be more fun to shoot once or wear forever? Wear a couple times and shoot? Keep in closet to cheer me up during sad times?

And this is one of the 42856 important things I am debating today while the to-shoot pile gets tinier and tinier.

Final verdict: keep forever and wear everyday. No more sad day for the rest of my life!